But I do ride my bike because it gives me two big things; Hope and Freedom.
When I had cancer, it was Ewings Sarcoma, and in my right leg. A common place for this cancer to occur. Given that I had surgery on that leg, removing a large portion of my inner right thigh, and with the extra time it takes to heal when on chemotherapy, it was a long time until I was able to walk again, let alone do any type of "real" physical activity.
As the months went on, and my leg did slowly heal, I purchased a rather cheap bicycle (I have since bought a better one, my advice, don't get a cheap bike!). I could only use it once and awhile, but when I did it felt great. I had been told that being able to exercise would help me during chemo, so I did it as often as I could.
After finishing treatment I used cycling as a way to get back into decent physical shape. I love in Vancouver, which although has a beautiful mountain view, is actually quite flat providing a great place for an amateur cyclists such as myself. I used both bikes at the gym when the weather was bad, and my bike outside when the weather was nice.
As much as I like being around people sometimes, I find cycling, spending time by myself extremely freeing. I can just get on my bike and go. I really enjoy cycling by the ocean, I always find it very calming, sometimes that feeling is in short supply. It gives me back the freedom that was taken away from me when I had cancer. It is as hard or as easy as I want the day to be, and I can be alone with my thoughts. I use it to focus myself, and to get my world back on track. I have heard many people use sports such as running, or skating, where you can be by yourself in a similar way.
Me in the rain! (Not a great pic but oh well!) The yellow flag is for cancer survivors! |
Me and Sara at the end of our ride for the BCCA! (240 km!) |
When I ride my bike, my leg is creaky, but it is getting better. Each mile I go makes me more focused on the next.
Cycling has given me my freedom again, it will always give me hope, and for what it is worth, piece of mind.
Me at the Terry Fox Statue (Victoria, BC Inspirational!) |
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